Beautiful Monster

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Title: Beautiful Monster
Rating: NC17
Fandom: Vampire Diaries
Summary: When he shows his feelings, he never thought she would be such a beautiful monster.
Note: songfic 

 

 I have loved her quietly from afar, have sort of been kept in the loop thanks to my friends Caroline and Matt about her life, but have never showed her my feelings. Everytime those feelings are heightened when I am taking a shower, while imagining Elena Gilbert in the shower with me. 

I can't stop touching myself then while the water rains down on me. Those imaginary kisses, touches, intimate touches like her fingers around my cock stroking me to my climax while my fingers caress her breasts and her pussy. It's sadly all fantasies.

Even in dreams at night we are like that... and now, a few days after Founder's Day and all the tragedy that has happened, I somehow want to show Elena my true feelings. Tonight at the party at the Mystic Grill, I will.

When I spot Elena, she strangely is all alone, and not with her friends, not even Stefan Salvatore or this Damon Salvatore. The better for me not to have to explain myself when I confess my true feelings. I walk up to her and give her a hug.  "Hi Elena, glad you could make it!" I say while I give her said hug.

"Jan, hi! You know me, I would not want to miss a party. Have you heard from Caroline yet?" she asked me.

"She's still in the hospital. But she's conscious." I replied with a gentle smile. "She'll be discharged really soon, trust me."

And then she hugs me again, but tighter. 

"That would be great news if she's going to be discharged really soon. I just hate for her to be cooped up in the hospital, alone in her hospital room and all." 

I don't struggle, but her grip seems tighter than usual... then again, I have never been hugged by her before, so I wouldn't know.

"Uhm, Elena, could we talk somewhere more private?" I whisper in her ear.

She smiles at me and lets me go. "Sure."

She takes my hand and leads me outside into the back alley. 

 There, I just can't take it anymore and kiss her deeply on her lips.

"Elena Gilbert, I love you so much. I want to be with you forever. Even though I know you are probably still with ---"

She puts a finger on my lips to silence me and kisses me back, her body grinding against mine.

"Can we go to your house? This party sucks without my friends." she whines. 

I find the whining cute, and don't think twice. In fact, I don't think nothing of her behavior. "Of course we can."

She wraps her arms around me and kisses me again. "I love you too." she whispered in my ear and then I felt her tongue flick against my ear. I get so turned on by this that I almost forget that I have agreed to take her home to my place.

"Where's your car?" She asked huskily.

"Right this way."

I open the door for her and she gets in, then I get in on the other side.

We drive home and there's a song on the radio that starts playing.

All my life
And the hereafter
I've never seen
Seen one like you
You're a knife
Sharp and deadly
And it's me
That you cut into
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turned on but scared of you

'Elena' smiled wickedly, but the smile is gone when I look at her while I am waiting in front of a red traffic light.

"What's this song that is playing on the radio?" she asked me.

"It's "Beautiful Monster" by "Ne-Yo", Elena." I tell her.

"I like it," she whispered as she listens to the next part of the song.

She's a monster
Beautiful monster
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind
And I need her
Said I need her
Beautiful monster
But I don't mind

No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)
No I don't mind (I don't mind I don't I don't mind...)

In her eyes
There's love and fire
In my heart
She's burning through
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turned on but scared of you

Yes, Jan, I'm a monster and you need me. she thought as we continue to drive to my place.

She laughs.

"What's so funny, Elena?"

"Oh, it's nothing. Are we there yet?" 

"Driving into my street as we speak." 

The song is forgotten, it still plays on, but nobody pays any more attention to it. 

When the car is parked, she sits down on my lap. 

"I really like that song."  She says before she kissed me deeply, her tongue touching mine.

Too bad the song had ended.

I wrap my arms around her and rub my tongue against hers. Never had I ever thought that I would be locking lips with Elena Gilbert in my car.

When we break apart, she doesn't move off my lap.

"I got the song on my iPod. I like it too." I tell her.

She smiled and battered her eyelashes at me. "Aren't you going to take me into your house?'

"Yeah, if you would get off my lap I could open the door and take you inside." I say chuckling.

She gets off my lap and I open the door for her after I got out of my car.

"You're such a gentleman, Jan." She says as we walk up to the door.

"Thank you, Elena."

"You're welcome, Jan."

I open the door and walk through it, but Elena just stands there, so I turn around to look at her.

"What are you waiting for? Come on in, Elena!"

She smirked as the barrier that prevented her entry collapsed and walked inside his home.

It's like a switch is flipped, she's much more needy than she was before.

Elena wrapped her arms around me again and kisses me harder than she did before.

"I need you so much, I want you so bad, we'd better go to your bedroom, we wouldn't want your parents to catch us here in the living room."

A slightly disappointed Jan spoke after he heard her say that. "No, we would not want that."

I held her in my arms as we went up the stairs to my room.

Only when we were inside, she got out of my arms and knocked me unconscious...

~*~*~*~*~*~

All my life
And the hereafter
I've never seen
Seen one like you
You're a knife
Sharp and deadly
And it's me
That you cut into
But I don't mind
In fact I like it
Though I'm terrified
I'm turned on but scared of you

I slowly opened my eyes and gasped. I was tied to the bed, and not only was I naked but Elena was as well!! She towered over me
while she held my cock in her hand and stroked it.

"You must really love that song." I said.

"You don't know the half of it." Elena chuckled.

"I never knew you were into bondage either."

She wanted to reply, but didn't. Instead she got on her knees on my bed and started to suck my cock.

I groaned as I felt her do the thing I had always wanted her to do, well, one of the things.

"Goddess, Elena, I want to touch you!" I groaned out as she sucked me near climax... but right before I would burst did she stop.

"That's because I am not Elena."

"What?!"

"Would Elena really be into bondage like me? Think about it, Jan." she said as she pulled herself up, her ass just above my hard throbbing cock that was so ready to climax.

"You're lying. If you wouldn't be Elena, then who the fuck are you?"

She smirked as she looked into his eyes, right before she impaled herself on his hard throbbing cock. They both cried out in unison as the song kept on playing.

"I'm your beautiful monster. I'm your last human fuck. I'm Katherine, Elena's double." she revealed.

I had always wanted Elena Gilbert, and now there was this girl who looked exactly like her, a dead ringer for Elena Gilbert and her name was Katherine. Should I be scared at the resemblance? Should I be screaming?

"You... nnnhh... you look exactly like her."

"Well, not quite." Katherine said with a smirk.

I didn't understand what she meant until I saw her fangs.

I still felt the movement, the sound of her riding my cock when she bore down on my throat.

"Kat...herine..." I weakly managed to whisper.

She looked down at me.

During her biting, I had come hard inside her, she had come too at that same moment.

Should I or should I not? Katherine wondered as she contemplated turning him.

She finally made her decision as she slashed her right breast and leaned over him so her slashed breast was right above my mouth.

I had already lost consciousness for the second time tonight, but thanks to Katherine's help my mouth parted and the droplets of blood flowed into my mouth.

Katherine hoped it would not be too late...