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liquidtearsTitle: Finishing What Was Started
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Vampire Diaries
Spoilers: None
Summary: Something happened 10 years ago, and today it will be exactly 10 years ago that I...
Feedback: Pretty please? I'd love to hear what you thought of it, it's my first Vampire Diaries Fanfic.
Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Diaries, just the nameless character. Other character is Lexi, Stefan's friend from the series.
I remember it like it had happened yesterday. I had left this birthday party just because I had needed some air. Who cares if you can't play a childish game of passing on a note with your lips? All I did was 'accidentally' kiss the birthday girl, because I liked her. I had let the note fall down to the floor and quickly pressed my lips against hers. She had pushed me off in anger and told me never to do that again. Why was it that when others would do that, that she didn't mind?
Was it because of my breath? My smell? I took showers, I wanted to be as clean as possible. Then why did she dislike me? It wasn't like I had this obsession with her. No, it was just the umpteenth girl I had a crush on who didn't like me. Sometimes there would be the classic "you will find the one someday," or another "I don't want to be your girlfriend, but I would like to be friends with you" comments.
I hadn't detected her presence. Who would have? I wasn't the son of some Vampire Slayer or Vampire Hunter, I was just a 15-year old kid. I didn't believe in Vampires. I felt a hand get placed on my back. I turned around and stepped away from the person who had appeared behind me. "I'm not allowed to talk to strangers, go away." I said to the girl that had placed her hand on my shoulder.
Yes, she was beautiful. But still, I didn't know her. She smiled at me. Suddenly her eyes glowed. I couldn't move. I didn't even try.
"Aren't you hungry?" she asked me.
"Yes, I'm starved." I said, not remembering that I had eaten a lot at the birthday party.
"Good." She said with an evil grin. "By the way, I'm Lexi. Remember my name." she told me as she vamped out and sank her fangs into my neck. I screamed out loud when I felt her fangs pierce my skin, the spell I had been under was gone as I tried to get out from her grip, but I couldn't get free.
"Yummy, you were tasty." she whispered over my young body after I had collapsed onto the ground. She hadn't taken all of my blood, but hadn't taken a lot either. I felt my eyes close as I heard her stand up and walk away...
~~~~10 years later~~~~
I'm 25 now. And I still remember how she had sunk her fangs into me. How could I forget her face, or what she did to her pretty face, when, every night in the years between the accident and 25, I closed my eyes to try and sleep, I saw her in front of me again, doing the same thing to me every night. I had tried everything, drugs, alcohol, but every night I dreamt about her. I tried therapy, plastic surgery to cover up those meddling bite marks that just hadn't the nerve to disappear over time, yeah, I had been so popular in high school and college because of that little detail on my neck, totally not, in fact, it only made me stand out more from the crowd. No matter how I tried to hide it, the bite marks always were visible, like a tattoo that had marked my skin.
No wonder I had never found a girlfriend during that particular skin problem. I did still shower, but it did nothing to the bite marks. It did nothing to give that extra appeal to the women and think 'hey, he smells nice, looks nice, let's try and hook up.' If I wasn't mistaken, the bite marks only made me more smellier, more disgusting, like an odor invisible to the naked eye, but very present to the nose.
Strangely, I found myself returning to the spot more and more, it had always been a bar. I hoped to find Lexi again, so she could kill me. I didn't want this life anymore. If there was a way to turn back time and have someone else suffer the fate that I had suffered, I would have jumped at that chance... but there is no such thing.
I squinted my eyes. I couldn't be dreaming at a time like this, right? Did I really see Lexi there? Yeah, and she used the same mojo on the bartender that she had used on me 10 years ago. Did she just buy... three shots of Tequila? I had to see her. In a strange way, I felt compelled to talk to her.
This time I followed her to a table, and tapped on her back. She turned around and smirked. "I'm not allowed to talk to strangers, go away." she said, to my shock mimicking my tone of voice that I had used back then. "Lexi," I said. She grinned as she handed me a shot glass of tequila. "You remembered, I'm touched." She said as she called me by my name and then clinked one shot glass against mine and swallowed the liquid. "Ahh, that sure hits the spot."
I smirked and played her game; I clinked the shot glass against hers and swallowed the liquid. "Sure does." I said with a grin.
"How have you been?" I asked her.
She looked from left to right, to the people who were partying, gyrating to the music and all, "Not here, how about at our spot?" she asked me. I knew exactly which spot she meant. Surprisingly, I grabbed her wrist and pulled her to me. "I don't think so." I whispered and kissed her hard. "Anywhere BUT that place. I know you lot need an invitation... how about my dorm room?" I whispered in her ear.
The shot glass fell from her hand, but I was quick enough to catch it. "Maybe you should have ordered four Tequila shots?" I teased with a wink. She quickly swallowed it. "Well, direct me to your car then." she said to me.
I nodded and walked out of the bar and to the parking lot. I know it sounds crazy, that the Vampire who bit you 10 years ago is back and you act so sweetly to her and all, but I want to die. I don't want to live anymore. I don't care how long Lexi has been around, all I want is to die.
Nothing is said during the drive to my campus. Not even as we walk up to my dorm room. My roomie is out with his girlfriend, yay me for having the dorm room all to myself. The door closed behind us after I had invited her in and I turned on the light of the room. She really is beautiful. Now that my mind is filled, tainted with the need for sex, so unlike my 15 year persona that just wanted a girlfriend to love, I get straight to the point as I take one of her hands in mine. "You destroyed any chance of a normal life that I had with this." I said, pointing to the bite marks that still shone in the light as if they had appeared only yesterday. "Will you grant me my last requests?"
She looked at me. "How dramatic, lighten up will ya?" Lexi asked me, but I squeezed both hands. "Did you think it would be fun, walking around with these bite marks all those years? I never had a chance anyway."
She put a finger to my lips. "Shh, just tell me your requests."
"I want to be intimate with you..." I told her, to which she nodded, as I had paused for dramatic effect. "...And then I want you to kill me."
Her eyebrow lifted up. "Are you sure that's what you really want? I could grant you immortal life, and you can be my boyfriend forever." A tear trailed down my cheek. "Nice try, Lexi. Why wait for 10 years when you could have done that the night after you bit me?"
She snarled and cut through my clothes, rendering me totally nude. She never answered that question. She just dropped her clothes, standing totally nude before me. We looked at eachother with an unspoken question that could very well have been who will lay down on the bed first? when I pushed her onto the bed and towered over her. She opened her arms and legs for me to receive every part of me.
"You will love me, there's no need to wish for death, my love." she whispered as I kissed her breasts and ran my tongue along her nipples. She moaned with pleasure with every move that I made, which had me thinking that I wasn't so bad after all. "Mark me..." she whispered. With what? My fangs? Oh right, I had no fangs. "No, with your cock... please..." she begged.
I'd like to think she was toying with me, begging just for the fun of it. I slid inside her, heard her hiss, saw her fangs extend, but she didn't bite me. She moved with me like we were one instead. "I don't feed on people's blood anymore... unless you want to change your wish?"
I had never such intense pleasure from being inside a woman before. Never had such intense pleasure from her kisses on my body, the feel of her breasts touching my chest during every thrust that I made. "I want to become yours forever." I told her. She groaned with pleasure. "It... will take some time for you to resurface, you know that, right? Plus, you don't have a ring, so you can't walk in broad daylight." she told me when she sank her fangs into my neck again.
That was new for me. Vampires could walk in broad daylight and all you needed was a ring?
This time she drained all of me, then slashed open her wrist and held it to my mouth. I greedily took the blood that streamed from her wound.
Unconsciousness soon overtook my body. I didn't even feel her dressing us up again, didn't hear the dirt covering my coffin as she dug my grave... not until I resurfaced into her arms nights later...
The End
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: Vampire Diaries
Spoilers: None
Summary: Something happened 10 years ago, and today it will be exactly 10 years ago that I...
Feedback: Pretty please? I'd love to hear what you thought of it, it's my first Vampire Diaries Fanfic.
Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Diaries, just the nameless character. Other character is Lexi, Stefan's friend from the series.
I remember it like it had happened yesterday. I had left this birthday party just because I had needed some air. Who cares if you can't play a childish game of passing on a note with your lips? All I did was 'accidentally' kiss the birthday girl, because I liked her. I had let the note fall down to the floor and quickly pressed my lips against hers. She had pushed me off in anger and told me never to do that again. Why was it that when others would do that, that she didn't mind?
Was it because of my breath? My smell? I took showers, I wanted to be as clean as possible. Then why did she dislike me? It wasn't like I had this obsession with her. No, it was just the umpteenth girl I had a crush on who didn't like me. Sometimes there would be the classic "you will find the one someday," or another "I don't want to be your girlfriend, but I would like to be friends with you" comments.
I hadn't detected her presence. Who would have? I wasn't the son of some Vampire Slayer or Vampire Hunter, I was just a 15-year old kid. I didn't believe in Vampires. I felt a hand get placed on my back. I turned around and stepped away from the person who had appeared behind me. "I'm not allowed to talk to strangers, go away." I said to the girl that had placed her hand on my shoulder.
Yes, she was beautiful. But still, I didn't know her. She smiled at me. Suddenly her eyes glowed. I couldn't move. I didn't even try.
"Aren't you hungry?" she asked me.
"Yes, I'm starved." I said, not remembering that I had eaten a lot at the birthday party.
"Good." She said with an evil grin. "By the way, I'm Lexi. Remember my name." she told me as she vamped out and sank her fangs into my neck. I screamed out loud when I felt her fangs pierce my skin, the spell I had been under was gone as I tried to get out from her grip, but I couldn't get free.
"Yummy, you were tasty." she whispered over my young body after I had collapsed onto the ground. She hadn't taken all of my blood, but hadn't taken a lot either. I felt my eyes close as I heard her stand up and walk away...
~~~~10 years later~~~~
I'm 25 now. And I still remember how she had sunk her fangs into me. How could I forget her face, or what she did to her pretty face, when, every night in the years between the accident and 25, I closed my eyes to try and sleep, I saw her in front of me again, doing the same thing to me every night. I had tried everything, drugs, alcohol, but every night I dreamt about her. I tried therapy, plastic surgery to cover up those meddling bite marks that just hadn't the nerve to disappear over time, yeah, I had been so popular in high school and college because of that little detail on my neck, totally not, in fact, it only made me stand out more from the crowd. No matter how I tried to hide it, the bite marks always were visible, like a tattoo that had marked my skin.
No wonder I had never found a girlfriend during that particular skin problem. I did still shower, but it did nothing to the bite marks. It did nothing to give that extra appeal to the women and think 'hey, he smells nice, looks nice, let's try and hook up.' If I wasn't mistaken, the bite marks only made me more smellier, more disgusting, like an odor invisible to the naked eye, but very present to the nose.
Strangely, I found myself returning to the spot more and more, it had always been a bar. I hoped to find Lexi again, so she could kill me. I didn't want this life anymore. If there was a way to turn back time and have someone else suffer the fate that I had suffered, I would have jumped at that chance... but there is no such thing.
I squinted my eyes. I couldn't be dreaming at a time like this, right? Did I really see Lexi there? Yeah, and she used the same mojo on the bartender that she had used on me 10 years ago. Did she just buy... three shots of Tequila? I had to see her. In a strange way, I felt compelled to talk to her.
This time I followed her to a table, and tapped on her back. She turned around and smirked. "I'm not allowed to talk to strangers, go away." she said, to my shock mimicking my tone of voice that I had used back then. "Lexi," I said. She grinned as she handed me a shot glass of tequila. "You remembered, I'm touched." She said as she called me by my name and then clinked one shot glass against mine and swallowed the liquid. "Ahh, that sure hits the spot."
I smirked and played her game; I clinked the shot glass against hers and swallowed the liquid. "Sure does." I said with a grin.
"How have you been?" I asked her.
She looked from left to right, to the people who were partying, gyrating to the music and all, "Not here, how about at our spot?" she asked me. I knew exactly which spot she meant. Surprisingly, I grabbed her wrist and pulled her to me. "I don't think so." I whispered and kissed her hard. "Anywhere BUT that place. I know you lot need an invitation... how about my dorm room?" I whispered in her ear.
The shot glass fell from her hand, but I was quick enough to catch it. "Maybe you should have ordered four Tequila shots?" I teased with a wink. She quickly swallowed it. "Well, direct me to your car then." she said to me.
I nodded and walked out of the bar and to the parking lot. I know it sounds crazy, that the Vampire who bit you 10 years ago is back and you act so sweetly to her and all, but I want to die. I don't want to live anymore. I don't care how long Lexi has been around, all I want is to die.
Nothing is said during the drive to my campus. Not even as we walk up to my dorm room. My roomie is out with his girlfriend, yay me for having the dorm room all to myself. The door closed behind us after I had invited her in and I turned on the light of the room. She really is beautiful. Now that my mind is filled, tainted with the need for sex, so unlike my 15 year persona that just wanted a girlfriend to love, I get straight to the point as I take one of her hands in mine. "You destroyed any chance of a normal life that I had with this." I said, pointing to the bite marks that still shone in the light as if they had appeared only yesterday. "Will you grant me my last requests?"
She looked at me. "How dramatic, lighten up will ya?" Lexi asked me, but I squeezed both hands. "Did you think it would be fun, walking around with these bite marks all those years? I never had a chance anyway."
She put a finger to my lips. "Shh, just tell me your requests."
"I want to be intimate with you..." I told her, to which she nodded, as I had paused for dramatic effect. "...And then I want you to kill me."
Her eyebrow lifted up. "Are you sure that's what you really want? I could grant you immortal life, and you can be my boyfriend forever." A tear trailed down my cheek. "Nice try, Lexi. Why wait for 10 years when you could have done that the night after you bit me?"
She snarled and cut through my clothes, rendering me totally nude. She never answered that question. She just dropped her clothes, standing totally nude before me. We looked at eachother with an unspoken question that could very well have been who will lay down on the bed first? when I pushed her onto the bed and towered over her. She opened her arms and legs for me to receive every part of me.
"You will love me, there's no need to wish for death, my love." she whispered as I kissed her breasts and ran my tongue along her nipples. She moaned with pleasure with every move that I made, which had me thinking that I wasn't so bad after all. "Mark me..." she whispered. With what? My fangs? Oh right, I had no fangs. "No, with your cock... please..." she begged.
I'd like to think she was toying with me, begging just for the fun of it. I slid inside her, heard her hiss, saw her fangs extend, but she didn't bite me. She moved with me like we were one instead. "I don't feed on people's blood anymore... unless you want to change your wish?"
I had never such intense pleasure from being inside a woman before. Never had such intense pleasure from her kisses on my body, the feel of her breasts touching my chest during every thrust that I made. "I want to become yours forever." I told her. She groaned with pleasure. "It... will take some time for you to resurface, you know that, right? Plus, you don't have a ring, so you can't walk in broad daylight." she told me when she sank her fangs into my neck again.
That was new for me. Vampires could walk in broad daylight and all you needed was a ring?
This time she drained all of me, then slashed open her wrist and held it to my mouth. I greedily took the blood that streamed from her wound.
Unconsciousness soon overtook my body. I didn't even feel her dressing us up again, didn't hear the dirt covering my coffin as she dug my grave... not until I resurfaced into her arms nights later...
The End
